Eating Disorder Support Group
Hi, I am here because someone told me that I should find a support group to help me with my eating issues. I dont like to talk about myself but I am here to listen for now.
I look fine. I don't look like I have an eating disorder. I'm a gymnast. Most of my weight from muscle. I know that. But I still want the number on the scale to drop lower. I HATE FEELING AND BEING FAT! SOMEONE HELP
I am having a terrible struggle as always. I can't seem to stay on any eating plan. I can't seem to stick to anything. I am so disgusted with myself. I don't know what to do anymore.
Having an awful day. Sick of living this life. Sick of living a lie. Sick of being sick... I hate every single thing about myself and I don't know where to turn or what to do anymore.
Recovery vs. relapse is probably the most confusing battle I've ever had to fight... What am I supposed to do here?
I feel terrible. I just ate for the first time in 4 days and now I feel like I am fat.