Eating Disorder Support Group
I am having a terrible struggle as always. I can't seem to stay on any eating plan. I can't seem to stick to anything. I am so disgusted with myself. I don't know what to do anymore.
Having an awful day. Sick of living this life. Sick of living a lie. Sick of being sick... I hate every single thing about myself and I don't know where to turn or what to do anymore.
Recovery vs. relapse is probably the most confusing battle I've ever had to fight... What am I supposed to do here?
I feel terrible. I just ate for the first time in 4 days and now I feel like I am fat.
Hate myself..hate myself...hate myself. Have no positive thoughts at this moment.