Eating Disorder Support Group
So much anxiety about not weighing myself yesterday or today. Going to my favorite place in the world the beach hopefully stop the racing thoughts..
Why cant I eat all day then binge eat at night this cycle is so hard it hurts I wish it would stop and that I understood it.
I lost 3 pounds since yesterday.
I really need to get a hold on this, I mean I absolutely love seeing the numbers drop, but I know I'm under weight and I keep having dizzy spells and its getting harder to hide.
Day 3 of healthy eating! Wanted to weigh myself this morning, but managed not too! Started a new med yesterday, duloxetine. Feel really naucious, anyone else take it? Does the Sicky feeling go? Hope so. Got a busy wkend!
I feel so frustrated! It feels like I fail at everything :( especially when it comes to food.